Thursday 8 January 2009

I think I can

So I organized my Google Reader today. I put all of my folders and tags in alphabetical order. Then I went through all of my tags and decided if I could combine some of them and deleted those I did not need and items that no longer interested me. Why you ask did I do this? I did this because I have decided that enough is enough it is time to quit smoking and every time I think about it I start to have a panic attack or want to go outside and smoke a whole pack, which ever seem easiest at the moment. So when I am wigged out I organize, it brings me peace, yes I too think I might have OCD but that is a whole nother post for a whole nother time.

As I sit there organizing I go through the pro and con of quiting. Pro good health. Con Mr Y in E might kill himself or me or both of us before I am through with drawl. Pro I will save lots and lots of money some where between £150 and £200 a month, money is good. Con I just gained 4lb over Christmas maybe I should wait until after I lose it so I don't keep piling on the pounds.

Then somewhere between the letter P and the letter V (I have a tag entitled Valentine's Day ideas) I realized that all of the cons were just excuses not to quit. NO MORE EXCUSES! I WILL quit and I will do it this Saturday when I go to the Chemist and speak to them about joining the stop smoking program. So now I will leave you with what is chanting through my brain.

I think I can
I think I can
I think I can
I think I can
I think I can

Do symbols come before numbers when alphabetizing?

I think I can
I think I can
I think I can

Am I ever really going to make a profiterole tower?

I think I can
I think I can

Yeah right why did I think I would need the instructions to make my apron I don't even know how to use a sewing machine

I think I can
I think I can

This is all going to go pear shape

I think I can
I think I can

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